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With all the negative things going around lately i started to feel bogged down and started to feel like my heart was heavy. There has been so much discord and disharmony going around. So I prayed and meditated last night before going to sleep. Today i woke up with the sun shining and a few visitors from wildlife. Little by little i started to feel like there will be peace restored. Not saying some of the sorrow and trouble going on is gone permanently. I just know that among the chaos and heartache and negativity there is some peace and postie energy in my heart and the heart of others. My aunt is still going to die she's in hospice but I know she will be going where she wont suffer anymore. People still don't get along as much i would like but i know it not my problem to worry about. The good news is when you touch someone life or hearts it bring joy to the spirit. Something that restore joy and peace.
...meh
Today was a raining day. I cooked supper it was awesome meatloaf and patos. The guy I liked is taken. He just got back with his girlfriend though we are still friends i am happy for that. I am going to cali in a week to have a vacation for a month. This week no this month been crazy. Good news spring is here it raining though off an on. The warm weather is here thankfully. Family is happy for me though my nana and mom don't really show it. It seem the earth engery been calm so far. I been doing a lot mediatation and praying a lot of things in my life.I miss some of my family but it been nice not dealing with their drama.
Beauty
Today seem range of emtions though mostly very calm and peaceful. Everyone is in their own space today. My new friend is busy working though i got a txt earlier today. The sun it out shining so bright. I thought the sun woudl'nt show today. I am so peaceful today and calm. Though i been have strange headaches. I am still a little upset at my dad but it's how life is. I got a lot going on this year and my mind been racing off and on for awhile. well that it for now
New Year new me
I am going to start new with everything. First thing i am going to do is look into a writing class. Then see if i can look into getting to school for children developmental as well as getting my licence and learner permit. I have a lot more confidence in myself now despite the fact my mom and the rest of my family isn't happy with the fact i moved so far away. Oh well It my life and i am being who I want to be and growing. I met one person who seem really nice as friend. This winter is either going to be a long cold one or rainy. i am so much happier . This year is going to be full of lot opperuntiess and learning adventures i can't wait til
holidays
I have come to realize that i have gone through a lot of transformation and growing through the year. I am a lot more confident in who I am and keep growing in that aspect of my life. I have many friends in my life that show me it go to be who I am and yet at the same time not be afraid to keep on maturing. I have even stood up to my grandma and made a lot of big decisions in the year. It's hard to believe the year is almost over. I am so thankful for all the challenge and hurdles I went through to get where I am today. I find small things everyday to find things to be grateful for.I have another cool friend this year that is my like my sist
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